Transendental revelation…..not really.

my math teacher asked me today if ive sold any artwork. no. no i have not. ive never sold any artwork because no one would want my fucking artwork. thus, i must aquire a stable art job because i know nothing else, and that is a scary position to be in. i will never be the next dali or warhol. it will never happen. i might never sell a painting my whole life. i ate lunch with my painting teacher today, and she said i was talented, i laughed a little. no one cares for art anymore. its background. i think im becoming a little disenchanted with it, but as it is all i know, i guess ill just have to use those feelings to make more paintings no one will want except my family because they’re obliged. and now i have to go finish my oil painting. its of zelda fitzgerald in a club thing. it makes me cringe a little to look at it.

 

 

i dont know what im going to do with myself.

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